well...todays been really boring! i cant wait till the next time Derek (the love of my life) gets to come over.... ive been reminded of my friend Kevin W. alot lately.. its been almost 4 monthes since he killed himself... i miss him horibly. so far my summer vacation has been pretty boring.. i saw my friend nick H. a couple days ago, and i talked to stephanie a little bit ago... i cant wait untill next summer when i get to go to maine to go visit her and her family. i miss her as well..i keep getting iritated by my family and some of the ppl on my yahoo messenger list. i hung out with the guys last weekend out at some lake over at berry creek